</span>到处诉说自己的不幸<></span>很快的上京的上流社会排斥她<></span>连带的她的嫡出长女快三十了<></span>没人求娶<></span>这下子高氏真的变成了命苦该哭的人了<></span>只是可惜<></span>再没人听她哭了<></span>

  高氏从顾府旁门进来<></span>一路上坐在轿子里也不安静<></span>她东张西望<></span>十月了<></span>顾老爷家到处摆着应景的菊花<></span>下人们衣装整洁<></span>垂手站立<></span>规矩无比<></span>

  她们家比顾老爷家还大呢<></span>可是为了省钱<></span>全家挤在一个院子里<></span>其他的房子因为没修缮好<></span>荒了很多<></span>子女们不喜欢她<></span>都离的她远远的<></span>在外当官的儿子<></span>压根没有回来的心思<></span>

  高氏内心很酸楚……

  穿过二门<></span>过了花厅<></span>小花园<></span>轿子停下<></span>高氏没带多的下奴<></span>就带个自小跟着她的管家婆子进了嫂子的屋子<></span>当下面丫鬟一撩开屋子里的门帘<></span>高氏的眼泪扑簌簌的就掉下来了<></span>

  高氏恨自己<></span>其实她不想哭<></span>可是习惯使然<></span>

  卢氏很郁闷<></span>捂着额头看了一眼用布帕裹头的高氏说：<></span>弟妹<></span>你先别哭<></span>有话进来说<></span>不然人家以为我这个大嫂没当好<></span>欺负你寡妇失业<></span><></span>

  以前卢氏倒是对高氏很客气的<></span>可是她这个人吧<></span>不会看眉眼高低<></span>有些话必须跟她明说<></span>不明说她听不懂<></span>

  高氏抹了眼泪<></span>进来见礼<></span>下面有丫头摆了座位请她上坐<></span>

  <></span>嫂子……<></span>高氏哽咽了几下<></span>卢氏心里直抽抽<></span>

  <></span>不要哭<></span>你好好说<></span><></span>

  <></span>哎<></span>嫂子<></span>昨儿茂甲写信来又怨我<></span>不该将小叔拦在门外<></span>嫂子你是知道我的<></span>我寡妇失业<></span&